In an attempt to... aw fuck it

So my life just keeps getting stupider but I want to try and focus on positive things. Therefore, I've decided I'd like to post a wish list of items I'd like to own. This activity makes me happy simply because my list is ridiculous. In no particular order:

• Drawing pencils. I used to have some but I must have gotten rid of them. I'm a terrible drawer but I do enjoy doing it. 
• A washer and dryer. Oh what I'd give for a washer and dryer of my own! 
• Really nice pots and pans and cooking items (quiche dish, good knives, a zester, etc.)
• A really, really, really good vacuum. This is something I've salivated over for years.
• A really good laundry room. I know, I'm getting older as I list things but I dream of the perfect laundry room with a folding table and a bar where I can hang things up. BFF and I both get really excited about this when we talk about it. 
• A car that is reliable. This is obvious, I suppose. 
• A decent set of luggage. I'm not looking for anything fancy, just a set so I can get rid of my mix and match pieces that take up space.
• A decent mattress. My mattress, I've found, sucks. I wake with the same pain in my ribs that I get from sleeping on the floor. I'd settle for a feather bed to put on top of my mattress.
• A new guinea pig cage. Seems small but that shit is expensive. 
• New pillows. 
• Decent bath towels.

Seriously, I'm such an old lady and a domestic with my wish list. I don't want a fancy car or designer clothing. I basically want nice things to cook with and good things to do cleaning with. But the heart wants, as they say, what the heart wants. I have two nice knives that I delight in using and I imagine having a whole slew of them, along with really nice pots and pans. I'd love to be able to try my hand at a quiche using a quiche dish, or having a glass baking dish to make recipes that call for one rather than using what I have on hand. And a vacuum? Lord have I wanted a vacuum for years!

It will be years until I get these things because I'm a broke ass with zero point zero zero dollars but it is still fun to dream.